April 2010
i wish i didn’t love you this much. i wish i could detach myself from this life.
this hurts so bad.
and all the while i tell to just believe because nobody can give so much and never get anything thing.
don’t cry, don’t cry, don’t cry. do not fucking cry.
i just want to sing to you.
and even though you mean so much to me, i can’t wait through everything.
they got me on the outside lookin’ in, but i...
so relatively fucked.
my ass hurts from sitting here, it’s bedtime!
focus on what’s ahead, not what you’re leaving behind. focus. focus. focus.
Listen
all eyes are on me now.
i know, i hold this pain in my heart forever.
